Living your purpose

I can remember how rough life felt, every second of every day. How tired I felt and how i was in a constant battle with myself. All-the-time. The restlessness of being in my own body was crawling up on me and the agitation that arose when feeling all the pressure of myself and all the people around me was unbearable. Life was painful and although I’ve always been a fighter, i was crying inside trying to make my way through the best I could.

Looking back at this now, feeling what I feel now and knowing what I know now- I am so proud that i pushed through and never gave up. I was able to do that because I had the courage to believe that there was a solution. There must be more to life than what I had found at that point. There must be another way of living, I just couldn’t see it yet.
I know now that everything I’ve been through colored my glasses which made me look to the world in a certain painful way. I wasn’t able to see freedom, love and connection because I was programmed to see fear, pain and evil. If i kept looking through my eyes and listened to my thoughts, I would have never found what I have found now. Thoughts and behavior are creating the same illusion over and over and over again. There will never be a moment that this will not be true.

The only option is to change your point of living. You have to change the center point of living from the egoic (mind) point of view to the spiritual center. The heart. Start living from your heart and the whole world will change. Start to love and to feel like you longed for from other people all your life. Start doing this yourself. Accept everything that comes with that decision. Feelings will arise, old pain will be released. You will see yourself in a whole new light. Some people will leave and new people will come in. Accept everything as it comes to you because living from the heart means you are living your purpose and everything that needs to happen will happen. The only thing you can do against that is stall this process by giving the mind too much power but the purpose will always be the same. You are made for something and no matter what happens- You will live it anyway. Make your experience worth while and give your heart all the energy you used to give to your mind. You will be fearless and more powerful than you could ever imagine. Start today and feel how living from the heart will create complete freedom 🤍🩵